Teenage Dream

i love Katy Perry. she's def cute, attractive, sexy, so talented, and crazy in a good way. plus, she's got a perfect body! and i love her songs so much. every single one is cute and shows girls' feelings a lot.

i'm so happy that she's being happy with Russel Blunt. they r so cute together.


on the other hand, i broke up with my bf last nite! well i dumped him for many reasons.
i'm not gonna blame him or say anything bad about him at all.
it was def fun spending time with him and i really enjoyed it. i liked him a lot too.

but something was different. different from what i want now. so yeah i told him i wanna break up.
i'm not sad. i'm very positive.


...I WANNA FALL IN LOVE WITH SOMEONE!!!lol someone makes me think "i can't live without you!!"
i've never experienced any relationship like that because i'm so realistic.

but i wanna have that romantic one before i get married. hmm i don't wanna marry someone like that honestly cuz marriage is one of most realistic things for me. no sweet romance on marriage.


the song, "Teenage Dream" exactly shows my feelings. i've been loving this song since it came up last year. it's my song.

"Let's go all the way tonight
No regrets, just love
We can dance until we die
You and I
We'll be young forever

You make me
Feel like
I'm living a Teenage Dream
The way you turn me on
I can't sleep
Let's runaway
And don't ever look back
Don't ever look back"

Sister Act 2

"Sister Act 2", the greatest and my most favorite movie ever.

I have been in love with music ever since I saw this movie for the first time. I still clearly remember when and where it was. I was 8 years old at my bestest friend's place then. I had a huge shock. It just made me fall in love with music.

Lauryn Hill was incredible in the movie and "Oh Happy Days" always gives me goose bumps.

Last night, I finally and finally bought the DVD. Can't believe it took 15 years!lol I didn't buy it cuz I've seen it like 100 times already. But I thought I would buy it and keep it by my side.

It's classic. No matter how many years pass, it'll be a true classic forever and ever.

Here's my most fav song from the movie. Simply amazing.

His Eye on the Sparrow/ Lauryn Hill and Tanya Blount

Colorful

I love colorful things.
Purple, black, red, sky blue, shocking pink, white... I love simpleness so much but I think the best is when all the colors co-exist showing their own beauty.

So naturally, I get to have colorful things. Clothes, accessories, interior decorations...

The first picture; my current favorite things.

The second; the outfit I wanna wear under the sun.

The third; my great grandma's Playboy scarf! can't believe she had it 30 years ago and kept it this clean until today... Well she passed out about 20 years ago. Now it's a remembrance of her. Thank you great grandma for leaving such a nice gift. Love you.


I also have designed some posters. Of course they are colorful.lol My lover Mos Def's and the one with greatest talents, Lauryn Hill's.
I'm thinking of printing them out and hang on my wall. I'd love it.



Well, I think life is supposed to be colorful as well. There are "black times" or "blue times" but also there should be "yellow times," "green times," or "pink times."

Life is colorful. That's why it's beautiful.

U Don't Know My Name

Last Saturday, I had a fun adventure!

I was hanging out with my girl and we spent the whole time in girls talk :) We were totally in a "wanna-have-a-good-relationship" mood on the day.lol
Then we went into a bar to have some food and drink. And ACCIDENTALLY the bartender was super cute and my type!!!! I couldn't stop staring at him. He looked younger than me, maybe 22 or so? And he was just so cute! Nice smile, nice hair, nice body...lol

So I decided to do something I've never done. I wrote my number on a paper napkin and left it on the table. My friend and I were like "OH MY GOD!" hahaha
I felt like I was Alicia Keys in her music video, You Don't Know My Name. Well, her case is a little different but still! I feel the song a lot!

"I know girls don’t usually do this,
But I was wondering if maybe we could get together
Outside the restaurant one day..."




He didn't call me but I don't care! I actually have a bf and just wanted to have a love game. :P It was so much fun<3


Well the pictures are not directly connected to this story but I thought Chanel Iman and her bf are so cute together. They seem always happy and look like a perfect couple. Hope I can have a relationship like them :)

Pirate Penelope

Pirates of the Caribbean on Stranger Tides is finally out in Japan!

I'm not a big fan of Disney movies but Pirates of Caribbean is special. Can't wait to see it!

Of course, I'm excited for the story itself but also looking forward to seeing pirate Penelope Cruz.
She is just GORGEOUS!!!! beautiful, sexy, charming... There are so many words to describe her.
Just in case, I'm straight.lol But yes she is very beautiful. Anyways, I'm excited to see how she plays.

I'll post my impression about the movie after I watch it!

Brown Sugar

Brown Sugar, one of my most favorite movies.

The story is about a man and a woman who have grown up together and about HIP HOP. This HIP HOP element of course made me love this movie but there's one more element.

That is Mos Def!!!! Yep he's in the movie and raps for it.
He's one of my most most favorite rappers. I love his music but other than that, I love his look! He's so cute!!!! The cutest rapper ever to me! Also, his style is so cool. His outfits are always nice. Oh lord, can't stop loving him!

If you have never seen the movie, u gotta check it out.

Shibuya Craziness

omg the last weekend was just SOOOOOOO much fun!!!!!

first, i shopped clothes for the first time in like 1 month. i was so stressed out by not getting new clothes so it was totally fulfilled me... i love u Forever21!

second, i had a HUGE reunion with dancer friends and we all drank all night long! it's been more than 5 years to get together so it was CRAZILY fun!

the place helped us too. Shibuya, the most energetic place in tokyo, the place never sleeps.
anyways, it was like the best night ever! i love my ppl!!!

third, i FINALLY listened Beastie's new album. it's AWESOME. unfair. they are way too cool. my most favorite one from the album is Too Many Rappers ft. Nas. Nas is one of my most favorite rappers so when i saw the title, i was like "seriously?! u gotta be kidding me!! it's the best combination!!" and they never let me down. kool!!!




so yeah, i was surrounded by loves this weekend and felt so happy. i appreciate that i have these friends in my life and music.

Purple Rain

purple is definitely my color. it always inspires me and relaxes me. moreover, when i wear purple, i feel so confident of being a woman. so a lot of things around me is purple. rug, underwear, dress, t-shirts, eyeshadow, nail polish...


well actually, what i wanna say is not that. a famous japanese model killed herself this morning. i'm not a big fan of her but i was so shocked and sad because she was same age as me. only 24! what made her do so? she should have had the bright future... it just hurts my feelings so bad...
TV says she was distressed by the relationship btwn her and her bf. nobody knows what exactly happened to them but she must have felt so much pain. sad...
it was pouring like her heart all day today. when i went out for work and saw the rain, i thought i would dedicate this song to her. it's not like she was too weak to live. i believe she was brave to die... hope she's released from pain now and rests in peace.

Music Has Power

check out this video.



it's so touching and i almost cried.
thank you guys. we got your love.


we still see tragic reality on TV every single day but no more tears. victims are keeping their heads up and others are supporting them.

japan is strong.

i'm sure we are going to make it though. please pray for us. thank you.

Smells Like Joy

I love fragrance and perfumes. When I smell my favorite one, I feel so happy.
The last 2 pictures show my recent favorite ones mostly from Victoria's Secret cuz i miss the states so much.lol　Anyways, I put fragrance everwhere!! At the entrance, bathroom, living room, and beside bed. And sometimes I burn incense.

Do u know that smell is the strongest memory of the ones you feel with the 5 senses? Have u ever experienced, the perfume of someone passing by u reminded u of ur ex?
I still clearly remember what perfume my ex bf was wearing when we were together. When I smell that perfume, a flash back happens. Interesting, isn't it?

The first perfume I bought was Sweet Dreams by ANNA SUI. I was 14 then. It's so funny that a 14 yrs old girl wears that one! What a mismatch!lol but yeah I still have it and I think it matches this grown up lady. :P haha
and ever since that time, my most favorite smell is vanilla. I feel like the smell of vanilla keeps giving me teenage spirit just as a 14 yrs old girl spraying Sweet Dreams for the first time in her life.

New Life

hello hello hello! yeah it's been so long.

i moved to Tokyo and started a new life!
this one of biggest cities in the world has been treating me so nice so far.
it has everything. latest music, fashion, food, and trends are always here.
my new job is going good so far as well.

well, the quake things are getting calm and people are trying to recover...
i still can't believe what happened. i'm from the north part of japan and i was scared.
good or bad, i was in the states at the moment but i was totally freaked out worrying about my fam and friends... thanks god, they were all safe.

anyways, i'm enjoying my life.


today is my good friend's birthday! so we went out for lunch with her bf. to our favorite restaurant Outback!lol
they served a cake for her for free! how nice!! we pretty much enjoyed it.