Lily

i've got a new goal. i want to be a lady who goes well with lilies. i wanna be like a lily.

a lily can stand without depending on others and absolutely beautiful by herself. i wanna be like that.


ok this is why i thought so.
the other day, i realized that i had been going to a wrong way as a woman.
guys don't see me as a girl and don't treat me well. i didn't why but i do now.

i can't love a man if he doesn't love me. i mean i can only love a man who loves me. because... i'm scared. scared of being hurt by loving somebody more than he does to me. i don't think i can change this.

however, i had NOT made effort to get loved. i realized that that is why guys don't see me as a girl. i was like "ok, this is me, myself, and i. i'm not gonna change myself. so accept and love me." how selfish is that.

i want my ppl how i'm gonna change. you'll see ;) and hopefully the one will find me soon!!

Summer Breeze

it's summer everyone!
summer is my season cuz i was born in August. so yes i love summer more than other seasons.

what i'm excited for in summer is BEACH!!!! we can be naked! haha no jk. :P we can wear biniki and jump into the sea!!! that's the best part of summer for me!

but sadly, i don't think i should do that this year cuz of the nuclear-ed water. it's so sad... but maybe i can go to the japan sea or Okinawa or pools.

i haven't got bikini for this year yet. i'm considering getting the black lacy one! but gotta lose weight....lol gotta be like jessica alba!!!

get ready for summer ladies!!!!


here are my summer anthems.

IKEA shopping

yesterday my friends and i went to IKEA for shopping.

i really like IKEA's Swedish style. i think it's really cool and stylish.

we took a car so i could get big stuff! yay! so i got a cabinet for my closet and some fake flowers. aren't they beautiful? ;)

on the way from IKEA, we drove by Tokyo Sky Tree and Tokyo Tower! it was exciting!!!

i know it's short but i'm gonna stop here and go bed soon. cuz it's monday tmrw! gotta get back to real life.

have a good nite and sweet dreams for everyone!

June 25st: STEEZ Party Tokyo at Citta

it's been long since the last blog. i've been busy these days... work is not so but things after work are kinda crazy!!!!!

anyways, i'm gonna talk about the STEEZ party at club CITTA on June 25. this party was organized by the famous house dancer, Charisma KANTARO and supported by Pioneer. it was a part of PR for Pioneer's new audio line STEEZ targeting dancers.

http://steez-pioneer.com/


i was actually a HIP HOP dancer for 5 yrs. it's not like i quit but i have no time to do now sadly.... but u know i love music and dancing so 2 dancer friends and i went to the party!!! it was pretty much a new school typed party but i chose the old school style! RUN DMC baby!!!!!

omg it was ridiculously FUN!!!! there were some dance show cases and the dancers ROCKED!!! and we three danced like crazy literally all nite long!!! tho some of the ppl there were so wack (they were just standing even tho the DJ was playing good music!!), we def had a great time there.

man it was so fun!

tell me just say this. I LOVE MUSIC!

the best song from the nite.